home....where is it?

So, ive been home from school for 3 weeks and i feel like a lot has changed. I kinda expected to come home and pick up whee i left off, my best friend was here, my job was here, my family was here, all the things that i seemed to need were right here. the week before i was coming home was the hardest, i was ready to be outta my apartment for a little while, ready to see my best friend, hang out with all my friends, see my family, sleep in my own room in my own bed, be around little kids again, & be working full time as a Sales Lead at Aerie. As i arrived home and stepped outta the airport i was amazed at the gross humidity. i was in awe with how green everything was and i finally finally finally felt like i was home. three and a half months at school seemed to fly by and yet not fast enough, i jumped in the car with my mom and was overwhelmed with the loving feeling and comfort of being with my family again; as the first couple days went by i hung out with my bfff jessica, my crazy lover Ali, and saw as many people as i could, i started to realize that i had changed a lot more than i thought i did, i jumped back into work, tried to make time for friends when i could, but i started to realize that my true friends are not here, they are scattered among the states, from Cali to Texas to South Dakota and all of the inbetweens. My life isnt the same without the comfort of my own apartment and the 5 craziest girl that i love more than anything, my best friend tace, and all the other things that i love more than life, my heart lies in Idaho. I never thought i would say that in a million years but i loove where im at in my life and i couldnt be happier with the people i hold dearest to my heart. a lot has changed in the past 4 months and its going to progressively get better and change more. i am looking forward to the next chapter in my life :]